Sad Friday Looming

The first tinge of sadness had begun to creep in. People within are congratulating me on my departure, and yet here I am, beginning to feel sad about the whole thing. It was really a difficult decision to make and a difficult action to take. I've been thinking of quite a while whether this course of action has to be taken. I guess I didn't really have much choices.

Today, he told a friend that he's disappointed that I didn't approach him for help when I needed, but it's like even if I've told him, what more can he do? How can he justify for it? It's difficult I should think. As he's said, he sees himself as a mentor and a friend to me and I guess I see him as my mentor and a friend too. It really saddens me that I've got to leave him and a friend in the lurch. I didn't meant for it to be this way, things were different then. Unfortunately, accidents do happen and it happened. I really feel bad and sad.

The only thing I'll miss there is the people that I've grown accustomed to. I'll miss my team, my wonderful team. Hopefully, there'll be a chance to work together with them again. They're such magnificent people. It's hard to find colleagues of the same wavelength and in the same team, working for each other.

I ought to be happy for this day to approach, and yet I'm not. Sad... Nothing lasts forever, it's either I who leave, or someone else in the team, sooner or later. I certainly hope I don't leave the team with a bad name or reputation. I wish them all the best... Cheers!