Tension Headaches

I keep getting headaches for the past few weeks. This doesn't bode well. Haven't had headaches at such a frequency. Took panadol almost every alternate day. Seems to me like the tension is slowly but surely getting into me. Maybe I need to seek medical help, and get some medication to relax a little. I need a break but how can I? This project is haunting me even when I'm sleeping. Is this healthy? I don't think so. Sigh... Popping panadols isn't the solution. I need to find a better and healthier way.

Till the next blog. Cheers!

Project Completion

Here I am again at the hotel. Not for pleasure purposes or holidaying just in case ya tots start to wonder. I'm on this project for the last 3 wks. A lot of hiccups and uncertainity to date and instability too. It's the first project tat I've done for this product, wasn't easy and smooth-sailing as I've hoped for. Still trying to crack my head on how to improve the processes and stability of the whole system. This is what is causing my headaches. I've yet to find a solution to it. I seriously wonder when this project will end. It's eating up my life. :( Hopefully, someone divine will help to to find a solution soon. Eureka?

Till the next blog, and hopefully I can say project completed then, cheers.

Pissed

I'm pissed off... It seems like as though I do not have my own personal life. It seemed to others that I do not need to have my dinner with my family whilst he has to. It seemed so clear when the cards were first laid on the table. I was damn foolish to accept that decision in the first place. I was hoping that it won't happened then, but now it did. And I'm pissed that I was right then and pissed that I'm like a fool now. Argh....

Haven't had a decent personal time for 3 wks! Working from morning till midnite or past. It seemed like an eternity that I've rested. There's still more to come once IMF is over. Still have to do some migration, thanks to SPF. But I'm also glad that they're doing their job cos MY LIFE depends on them! I'm so encouraged to see them do their job when I enter the area.

When is my vacation coming??? Sigh... Break, I need a break badly.

Till the next blog or complaints, cheers to all! May tomorrow be a better day!

Madness Week

It's been a long week... coming to a close at last. Longing for a break since the start of the week. Have been at work from morning till almost midnite for the past few days. Tiring... and dun get to see much of my family and my gal for the past few days. Sigh... It's a terrible feeling. The only time i can get to see them is on Sun, which I've gotta split among them. It's the only time I dun have to work this wk. This is will last till the whole project is successfully handed over. Another week of torture coming up...

The only consolation I have is tat my gal is now walking more or less like normal after hurting her back last wk. Poor gal... Having to suffer those pains, both physically and emotionally. Sigh... It sometimes pains me when I see pple ard me in pain. Wish I can help alleviate the pain, but I'm so helpless. :( Anyway, glad and relieved that she's betta now.

Off to bed now. It's gonna be another long and tiring day tmrw.

Till the next blog. Cheers.